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Is Haggard ready to repent or is he just up to his same old tricks? You decide. He wrote the following article in the November 2003 issue of Ministries Today:

Maybe We're Not Christians

When Martin Luther lamented at the end of his life that he might not be justified, he must have seen something dark in himself in relation to the Scriptures, something that we in the modern church might be overlooking.

The Scriptures say that we are to be known as followers of Christ by the evidence of our love for one another, but we’re not (see John 13:35).

The Scriptures say that we are not to boast about what we have or what we have done, but we do (see Jer. 9:23-24).

The Scriptures say that in the last days people will be lovers of themselves and lovers of money, and we are (see 2 Tim. 3:5, NKJV).

Very often we charismatics rejoice in the power of God, and rightly so. But we subject ourselves to ridicule when we boast that we are not among those "having a form of godliness but denying its power" (2 Timothy 3:5). We claim that we have spiritual power and others don’t because of our openness to accept and operate in the gifts of the Holy Spirit. But our words fall short when our marriages don’t work, our children are wild and disobedient, and we refine the art of giving and receiving money to the point that we could qualify as the experts in greed that Peter warns about in his second letter (see 2 Pet. 2:14).

We have a credibility problem. We have some wonderful churches, but increasingly, people do not seek to be connected. We have some outstanding para-church leaders, but others are seen as self-satisfied right-wing crusaders who wouldn’t hesitate to banish the Supreme Court, establish a Christian theocracy, and use the power of the state to force the non-compliant into godly living.

We have some wonderful givers, but many of them have become seduced by the major donor departments of ministries who have convinced them that if they will fund one more Christian project, then the world will become a better place.

Thus, churches are discouraged, para-church ministries preach to their own choirs rather than finding their intended audiences, and God’s money is squandered on projects that don’t work.

It is no wonder that the secular world is hesitant to look to Christian leaders for realistic answers to today’s problems. They think that we are just another special interest group, and I doubt that they see us as bastions of wisdom and insight. Salt and light we are not.

Maybe we’re not Christians. Maybe we’re just the most popular religion of the day, using the power of persuasion, the force of our numbers, and the strength of our money to advance our ideology. Maybe we just believe whatever makes sense to us by default, and we don’t truly—as individuals and as communities of Christians—seek to be genuine disciples and to do God’s work of caring for the fatherless and the widow of our day. Could we be Pharisees? Our own books, television programs and prophecies should make us wonder.

I believe that we all know and love the Word, but we live in earthly vessels with a fallen nature. We feel and see the hopes of the Spirit within, but we also end up doing the very things we do not want to do. When we preach, write, lobby, raise money, build, broadcast, threaten, sue and spin, we present conflicting images that don’t stand up very well against the tests of time and scrutiny. We are confusing the world, other Christians, and our families. This isn’t something that can be changed with a list of practical exercises. This is something that has to be dealt with deep within us by exposing ourselves to the wisdom of the Scriptures, to one another, and to God.

I know all of us agree in our minds and hearts that we need integrity. But do our actions reflect it? I know we love God, and we often talk about our love for Him, but the culture of modern ministry indicates that our hearts are far from Him.

- We need marketing agencies to promote ourselves.

- We overdress to either impress people or cover up something.

- We avoid common people.

- We overwork our legal teams.

- We either hide from or the press or spin stories for them that make us look better than we are.

- We don’t admit it when we’re wrong.

- Our responses to our critics expose our carnality.

If we choose integrity, we can make a major leap ahead. It means treating the poor and the wealthy alike, which means no more major donor departments and a readjustment in the philosophy of our development teams. It means no more threatened lawsuits against those who are saying things we don’t appreciate or past employees who became disillusioned working within our ministries.

And it means a return to the mountaintop where we can grow in His presence, know His life-giving Word, and fellowship in a local church in humility.

Just one paragraph of Jesus’ teaching condemns us. "Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you" (Luke 6:27-31).

Don’t get me wrong. We are doing a lot right.

- The gospel message is spreading in unprecedented proportions.

- More people have the gospel available to them than ever before in history.

- We have more seminaries, Bible schools, churches, pastors and missionaries than ever.

- Christian broadcasting is serving more people than anyone imagined was possible.

- The Bible is available in more languages, and we are distributing more full copies of the Bible and partial portions of Scripture than we have in the past.

- The global church is moving in the right direction.

- International political and social trends, difficult as they sometimes seem, are promising.

- The major military and economic powers are opening doors for the gospel to become available all over the world.

- More people are living under constitutional protections for freedom of religion than ever before, which is good for our missions efforts.

- We have greater resources to travel, communicate, publish, teach, and rally people.

These opportunities have been given to us by the previous generations of Christians that had a high regard for sacrifice, integrity, honor and respect.

Most of us probably believe that our ministry successes are a result of our efforts and God's blessing on our lives. No doubt, this is partially true. But eternity might give us some additional illumination on the keys to success in ministry.

Previous generations' standards were higher than ours, and they set us up to receive the resources and freedoms we now enjoy. They led us to this opportunity, but that doesn't mean that we have the character necessary to honorably utilize the gifts given us.

Unless we heed God’s call to integrity, we might be enjoying our reward right now. That would be a tragedy. If now is the great heyday of evangelical Christianity, we’re in trouble. But if we take what we’ve been given now and protect it by living and working wisely, honorably, and beyond reproach, then the Christian influence will become greater and greater throughout the earth, and many more people will have an opportunity to know everlasting peace.

We have to get this right. Even though the global church is stronger than we’ve ever been, we in the American church are showing early signs of impotence. We are in a global theatre now, which means that our words, actions, investments and thoughts have greater impact. Thus, we have the opportunity to do unprecedented good, but also the dangerous ability to do unparalleled damage.

Let’s make the right choice. If you are like me, you are conflicted. I don't like this column. Granted, there is a part of me that does. But most of me likes the comforts of the church I serve, the way I travel, the way I'm treated by both the public and the body of Christ. I enjoy the political platform we Christians are given. But at the same time, there is a dark cloud in the back of my mind wondering if God isn't stirring another Martin Luther to nail his theses to our church doors. I would rather have us return to our foundations of integrity by the prompting of the Holy Spirit and the illumination of the Scriptures, rather than have us defending our lifestyles, edifices and power to future generations as they read history books recounting our demise because of our own hypocrisy.

We need to ensure that we are not the whitewashed tombs and snakes of our day (see Matt. 23:27, 33). We need to be sure.

In light of Haggard's revealing confession, we have to wonder, "Is it genuine?" If so, where is the apology? Haggard has so many venues to express true repentance for his behavior, but it appears that he prefers to repent of the “church’s” sins, rather than his own personal shortcomings.

Haggard seems to prefer to puff up his image by making unsubstantiated claims of heroic spiritual feats. Many of today’s televangelists like to claim they “raised the dead” or brag of great revivals in some far off (unsubstantiated) land. Haggard, a self-proclaim “prayer warrior,” has claimed to bring amazing spiritual revival to his city of Colorado Springs. Here are some quotes:

"Colorado Springs has become a haven for several major ministries. But it wasn’t that long ago when the area was a Mecca for blatant occult activity. Then Rev. Ted Haggard and his congregation discovered the raw power of prayer when they committed themselves to praying for their city’s transformation. Their plan, “spiritual mapping” lead to an amazing spiritual revival of the Colorado Springs area, and it is a method of prayer that is changing cities and countries around the globe.” (Total Living Network's Jerry Rose: Interview with Rev. Ted Haggard on “Spiritual Mapping”)

In Haggard’s book, “Primary Purpose” (published in 1995) he claims his prayer techniques can make it “hard for people to go to hell from your city ... It happened in Colorado Springs, and it can happen in your city, too.” (Ted Haggard, Primary Purpose, Charisma Book Warehouse)

Is there any truth to his claims? According to the American Religion Data Archive ( www.thearda.com ) , Colorado Springs has a lower percentage of believers than California, New York and even Massachusetts! If Haggard’s claim of “It happened in Colorado Springs, and it can happen in your city, too.” is to be taken literally, you are better off in Boston or San Francisco!

In a recent interview in the Colorado Springs Gazette newspaper (1-8-05), when Haggard was asked to give an account for the figures, he said, "Our reputation is some circles is larger than the reality because of the religious organizations we have here." Well, Ted, don't you think that your claims of "It happened in Colorado Springs, and it can happen in your city, too," lend credibility to that misimpression? This is just another piece of evidence that shows Haggard’s lack of credibility.

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Pastor?

The following is an typical e-mail exchange between Ted Haggard and a potential member of his New Life Church who had a question about Haggard asking all New Lifers to not be “spooky or weird“ around the media. Notice how terse and arrogant Haggard is with this young man who simply, sincerely disagreed with Haggard:

ORIGINAL E-MAIL SENT OUT TO ALL NEW LIFERS:

From: Pastor Ted Haggard ted.haggard@newlifechurch.org

To: e-mail list

Date: May 10, 2005 6:51 PM

Subject: Media Attention

Dear New Lifers and friends of New Life Church:

I just received the following e-mail and thought you ought to know about some developments. Yesterday a small team of Evangelical leaders (Sunday Adelaja from Kiev, Michael Little, President of CBN, Jay Sekulow from the Center for Law and Justice in Washington, Brian and Bobbie Houston from Hillsong in Sidney, Australia, and Dr. Brent Parsley from the great New Life Church in Colorado Springs, CO, USA) and myself spent just about three hours with Benjamin Netanyahu, Minister of Finance for Israel near/on the Sea of Galilee in Israel. Then we were in Jerusalem and in two hours we're leaving to meet Prime Minister Ariel Sharon. These discussions are very important regarding Israel's understanding and relationship with Evangelicals worldwide, and our relationship with Jewish people and Israel. Now we're heading back to the United States and will be in church on Sunday, but I wanted you to see this e-mail about some upcoming media attention that was just forwarded to me so you can help me. Why? Because it indicates the importance of all of our doing a good job. The Lord has sovereignly placed all of us, as a congregation, in a position where we are representing born-again, Bible-believing Christians to groups outside our normal spheres of influence.

Here are a few tips:

1. If a camera is on you during a worship service, worship; don't dance, jump, etc. Secular people watching TV are touched with authentic worship, but jumping and dancing in church looks too bizarre for most to relate to. Remember, people watching TV news are not experiencing what you are experiencing. They are watching and thinking. Worship indicates sincerity, dancing and jumping looks like excessive emotionalism.

2. If reporters want to interview you, talk with them, but use words that make sense to them. Speak their language. Don't talk about the devil, demons, voices speaking to you, God giving you supernatural revelations, etc. Instead, tell your personal story in common sense language (I was a drunk but God changed me and now I'm sober, I'm grateful, etc.).

3. Don't be nervous. Be friendly and open. Reporters typically don't have an agenda, they authentically want to know what we do and why we do it. For example, Barbara Walters is working on a story about heaven and will interview me and get some supporting shots from the church. She might not use any of it, but she wants to put together an interesting story. Since we believe in heaven, we are, in fact, a good source. So, if she talks with you, don't be spooky or weird. Don't switch into a glassy-eyed heavenly mode, just answer, "Heaven is real. It's the place where God will be fully present with his people. He will reward people in heaven. Heaven is better than Colorado Springs." Say it straight and clear. Don't worry (Yeah, sure!).

Okay, Brent and I are leaving Tel Aviv tonight to speak to a pastor's conference on Wednesday and Thursday morning in Rochester, NY. We're going to a meeting on Thursday night in Washington, then on Friday morning we'll fly to New York to interview with Barbara Walters and then appear on the O'Reilly Factor Friday evening. Then we'll zip home on Saturday to be with YOU on Sunday. Saints, I need your strength. I would love to see you all on Sunday so we can just have a wonderful family time together. I LOVE you!

And I love being your pastor,

Ted

After receiving the above e-mail, a potential member of Ted Haggard’s New Life church wrote this e-mail response to Haggard:

> Date: Thu, 12 May 2005 14:30:43 -0400
> From: Roger Dekker (pseudonym)
> To: Pastor Ted
> Subject: media attention

Pastor Ted,

My wife and I received your email yesterday regarding people in the media that may be coming to New life soon. I was both disturbed and saddened that you would be concerned as to how the world perceives New Life Church. I find it hard to understand you asking your church members to "to tone it down" for the media.

There is nothing is scripture that says we are to conform to the world's Idea of what church should be. To ask people not to dance in the service as well as all of the other items, goes beyond my understanding (I am not one of those who dances). This is supposed to be a charismatic church, why would you as the pastor ask your church members to do something contrary to what the Word says is ok. Psalm 150

Have we as a church decided to become Baptist? I have never attended a church where a pastor is concerned what the media says about them. New Life has a good reputation in the Springs area, in spite of the dancing and other charismatic practices that may occur.

I truly hope that you would quickly reconsider and be willing to tell the media this is who we are like it or not!

God bless,

Roger Dekker

Haggard’s typical nasty response:

> From: Roger Dekker
> Date: Thu, 12 May 2005 20:32:25 EDT
> Subject: Think Clearly
> To: Roger Dekker

Roger,

You are not thinking clearly. Read the Harper's Magazine article. We are called to reach the world, which is why God sent a book, sent the church, and helps us be transformed and leaves us here to testify. I'm not asking for compromise, I'm asking for clear communication. For you to write me not understanding why we have The Thorn, The Christmas program, all of our small groups and classes means that you are unaware of your surroundings. We do all kinds of things to communicate clearly. To refuse to consider how we come across to the world in our love of God is narrow and thoughtless at best. It has nothing to do with being Baptist. In my view, your emotions of sorrow and your comments implying compromise are rediculous.

Come on brother.

Pastor Ted Haggard
Colorado Springs, CO

“Roger’s” Response:

Date: Fri, 13 May 2005 18:44:56 -0400
From: Roger Dekker
To: Pastor Ted
Subject: Re: Think Clearly

Pastor Ted,

Thank you for your response, I will tell you that I first emailed you based more on emotion than really giving thought to what I wanted to really say, for that I apologize. We have only attended New Life for 2 months and have really enjoyed your teaching. I do know that emails do not always convey what we really want to say.

If possible, perhaps we could meet some time in the near future just so we can clear the air and I can have a good understanding of your vision for New Life church. Please know that I in no way want to disrespect you as a Pastor or person.

I just want to know without any doubt that we are in the right church.

Hope to hear from you soon.

God bless

Roger Dekker

Haggard’s typical nasty response:

> From: Pastor Ted
> Date: Fri, 13 May 2005 23:16:26 EDT
> Subject: Re: Think Clearly
> To: Roger Dekker
Roger,

I didn't like your note at all. New Life doesn't operate that way. My guess is that you are not in the right church. I think you need to look on.

Pastor Ted Haggard
Colorado Springs, CO

Roger’s offline response:

So you wanted my feelings? Well, here it is. When I first received the general email from him I was perplexed why a pastor of a well known "charismatic" church would ask his congregation to tone it down for the media( it is a charismatic church). So when I received the very intense response from him after I had questioned his reasoning, I was even more perplexed. What had I done wrong? I simply asked for him to explain to me based on scripture, where we as a Christian church were to conform to what the world thinks we should be. It is not what we do inside the church that the world judges, but we do and how we act outside the four walls of the church. My next email to Ted was an apology, and I shared with him how we had enjoyed his teachings. Yet his response was so far from a pastors heart that I first thought it must have come from one of his staff members. I don't care how busy a pastor is or how big the church is, when you cannot respond with grace to someone (even when you are being challenged) then perhaps it is time for that pastor to step back and reflect on what he has become. When you give the appearance that "important people and the media" are of more interest to you that the people who are in the church supporting you, then something has gone terribly wrong. When he talks about effective communication in his emails, perhaps he should take his own advice. The church in America is asleep in the light and they don't even know it. If the church has been so effective in the Colorado Springs area then why are so many homeless and working poor in the city? A pastor is to be full of grace and mercy to those around him. He cannot be a different person when he is not in the pulpit. Remember, Love is patient, kind, forgiving, Love does not behave unseemly, does not seek its own, is not easily provoked....I Cor. 13

I know we all make mistakes and perhaps his responses were due to his very hectic schedule that week. I would hope that he is not this way with his staff or others who may have a question about what he may say or teach, because that is not how a pastor is to act. He must be the same when he is in front of the congregation and when he is not. Pastor Ted, I only wish you the best. I would have loved to been part of New Life.

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Unfortunately, “Roger” is sadly mistaken. Haggard treats anyone who disagrees with him with this same level of distain (“I didn't like your note at all. New Life doesn't operate that way. My guess is that you are not in the right church. I think you need to look on”). Just more evidence that when Haggard signs every e-mail with, “I love being your pastor!” he is a nothing more than a sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal (I Cor. 13).